Well, I took TG's advice, got up, dusted myself off, and drove the 2.5 hour drive to visit with my friend with lymphoma. Stayed with her till about 7:30 p.m. so her sister could go back to her room and get some rest. Didn't get home until 12:30 this morning. She/the situation for her is not looking good, but they won't say anything until all the biopsies are back.
SA & Being, You are so absolutely right. Even traveling to Little Rock yesterday made me face some of my fears. After twenty years, I can't go anywhere that I don't have a memory of "We came here when . . " "That's where we . . . " I think those kinds of memories mean more to a woman than to a man. I've read several threads here where the pain has been caused by the WH taking the OW to a beloved vacation spot, etc. Not that the Zoo is a fantastic memory, but, you know, the time we took our grandson and he rode the train through the park. That kind of thing.
Babysitting for two of my Grandsons today while my D24 is in a wedding. Another grandson is spending the night.
Had a funny thought while driving to LR. If I don't remember typing the note, did I send any emails? Meant to check that. I am one hell of an eloquant drunk.
Again, thanks for the support - it was a rough one.
