OK, read some more of your posts. A lot of crap has happened in your life (major stressors), and your H has taken a hit on the employment end of things (this is always very rough on men).
What I guess I don't get is how we get from all of these traumas--death, unemployment, communication breakdowns--to this imaginary BS about a boyfriend 20 years ago?
It's like we went from "Boy, things sure are rough" to "Now I am completely irrational" without doing things like seeing a counselor or Family Therapist to try to work on things.
What you are saying is no different that somebody saying, "My life sucks, so I think will just shoot heroin". No differnet. How is it going to make things better?
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