Afraid - you posted here for a reason - you know that what you are feeling is out of sorts with who you are.
You have 26 years with this man AND children. Take a step back and reconnect with who YOU are and what YOU believe. The exboyfriend is a distraction. Take the time to figure out what is going on with YOU!
From a newbie:)


M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years
Ds-24,22/S-18
D - 3/11
A Day at a Time