Mrs. A,
Been following along.
If you put it all together, you may find that you are right on:
A
Originally Posted By: Mrs. A
I'm deflated after last night with Mr. A.
+B
Originally Posted By: Mrs. A
I DO know that we'll never be on a level playing field if I keep pining for him and letting him have his way with me and he keeps coming back to me like this.
+C
Originally Posted By: Mrs. A
...But I also know I made an earnest attempt to change things before Mr. A left and he opted not to be forgiving.
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Originally Posted By: Mrs. A
...I need to get off this rollercoaster and go SERIOUSLY NC with Mr. A.
My $.02 as a man, fwiw...

Peace,

Gardener

"My soul, be satisfied with flowers,
With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them
In the one garden you may call your own."
Cyrano deBergerac