Don't care much anymore. My H is like one of my kids. Just tired of all this. He is home all the time and starting to help with the kids, but my outlook on him is not the same. I just want to run. I just don't care at times. I want to contact my exboyfriend and don't care. I been married almost 20 years. We were together 6 yrs. I met my h and was married in 3 months. There was never any real closure. I don't know. So frustrated.
