Well I majorly went backwards tonight on the gameplan. I made it through the whole day just answering small texts and not talking to her about anything. Just yes or no answers. Then after I put my son to bed I told her to call me if she wanted to talk.
She called right away and it was small chit chat at first then I completely lost it and started telling her that things were different. That I was a better person than when she left and I had proven it so far. I asked her to come home and work on the problems versus putting a bandaid on them like we had in the past. I told her that her family needed her, I needed her, and her son needed her. She was mostly silent and said she wasn't ready to forgive yet but didn't say yes or no to coming home. I feel like an idiot for going against the game plan and caving after only three days, but I am who I am. I've always been up front with her and never held back. So has anyone else screwed up this bad with the LRT?
