journaling:

I got my papers today and it's strange that I actually feel better today than I have for several days. I don't know if it is from the great workout I had today at the gym or the relief that I know what I have to do now.

Got some strong looks last night when I got dressed up (for me anyway) to run a regular errand.

Took kids to dinner (didn't invite her, just let her know), looked at bedroom furniture for them(for my new home when we sell) and ice cream. STBXW "needed" to call 3 times in a 3 hr period, even asked me if we were on our way home....I would get hung if I called her at all, much less 3 times

Got home and had some stuff to do and she actually came out and helped!