Yep, I am definitely feeling embarrassed about writing all that personal X-rated stuff about my last encounter with Mr. A. BUT - I'm keeping it up here so that I can look back at it and remember what NOT to do: on the board AND in real life!!
Ok, so this has been a very crabby week for me because... stupidity with Mr. A. Self-doubting is a confidence killer.
What does that mean? I feel weird about stuff with Mr. A, so now I'm second guessing myself in lots of other ways. Like for example today my part-time administrative assistant (who knows almost nothing about my personal life) asked me if everything is ok. She said I seem distant.
I almost started crying! Granted, I think she crossed a line with that question - but still! Ugh, I am letting off some BAD VIBES.
