Thanks PEI, I guess less real sting and more confusion. What does more emotional mean? Crying more? Your points are well taken. I'm not a bystander in the M. I think you may also be right about not recognizing the man I want to be if I saw him. How does that journey begin? Doesn't everyone want to be loved by their kids, financially secure, physically, spiritually and emotionally healthy - and loved by their spouse, family and friends? I know the things that I want to accomplish and it's too long a list for a lifetime I'm afraid. Even more than that, I don't know if W is willing to be along for a portion or any of the trip. She has said my goals are what separates us because she thinks they don't include her.
M / W: 43 D8 S6 M 10 years / T 13 years W admitted EA/PA: 10.6.09 Separated in same house 10.6.09 W moved out 2.27.10