So today I got the papers that dismiss me from the bankruptcy. Funny thing...they are just to dismiss me. It seems that the SG is going to continue paying.

I find that amusing...

If he continues to pay for the bankruptcy I wonder if the bank will repo my car or if I get to keep it...I don't really want it. What I want is to consolidate my student loans, pay on them for six months, once tax time comes take two grand and lease a car.

This entire thing is surreal. Next month, I will be able to go back to my maiden name, and this whole ordeal will, once and for all, be completely finished. I thought this was going to break me, and here I am. I am not only still in one piece, but better than ever. I remember where I was a year ago, and how far I have come.

And although there have been some bumps, for the most part, I feel great. Wow.

And in two weeks I get to celebrate on a big fat ass boat, drinking a fruity drink, basking in the sun, and just being lazy.

Ahhh life is a beautiful thing.

Im still standin better than I ever did looking like a true survivor feeling like a little kid Im still standin after all this time and Im picking up the pieces of my life without you on my mind..