- said he was going for beers with a guy but took a shower before he left, didn't wear underwear, was gone until 1:30 am and took a shower when he got home - found a receipt for two pieces of cake in his wallet - has been spending $40-50 on dinner - no way he is spending that kind of money just on himself - he moved out - keeps telling me he isn't happy - opened a paypal credit card and has been transferring money to it so I don't know how he is spending it
I've had enough. I told him I love him and want to be married to him but I cannot spend one more day in a marriage with someone who doesn't want to be with me. I deserve to be with someone who thinks I'm great.
I let him go.
I just can't do this Db stuff. I loved him with all my heart and did the best I could but I cannot control him and I cannot make him love me back. And I'm not going to fake it and act "as if"....I just can't do it
