And so it goes

[gardengirl72]

That is the question my C keeps asking me....what is it that you are afraid of??

I, too, have fear eating away at me. I can't exactly put my finger on what it is.

Is it the fear of being alone? I don't think so....I enjoy having time to myself.

I think it boils down to loneliness. The difference of being alone and being lonely.

There is that empty 'feeling'....the feeling of not being complete...if that makes any sense.

I know we are suppose to move on and gal, but a lot of days I just want that part of me that is missing back!......maybe that is the fear.....the fear that no matter what we do, we may never get back our missing piece??!!

I just don't know.

((((Itay)))