went out for wings with my squash friends the other night. i haven't been out in a long time so it was nice to go out with friends. had a smile on my face the whole time. my sister and her family came for a visit and left this morning. i miss my nieces and nephew. they miss me a lot and always ask to come see me. my sister has been asking me to move home for a while. most of my family hasn't seen me in a few months. this gave her an opportunity to see that i was doing okay. she says i seem better - looks, mood, and attitude. i assured her that i was okay. i eat well, i am still the same person but just a bit wiser and a greater sense of maturity.
i am playing squash tonight after missing a few days. tomorrow, i am meeting up with a friend for dinner. during the initial stages of my process, she offered me her guest room if things got ugly at home. it was nice to know that i had a place to go if things went bad.
she also told me not to give up on my m. many of her friends regretted d-filing so quickly without stopping to think about what they were doing. many had regrets. many were not happier after d-filing. she did not want to see me suffer the same fate.
i might give her a bit of an update but more to show her that i was doing better.
i also plan to hit the local book store to pick up a copy of tuesdays with morrie or the last lecture. these two books have been my "bible". when i am in a rut, not sure of what to do, these books have been very inspirational to me. it will be money well spent.
