After Exposure - Keep It Going

[Quicksilver264]

I just read over my ENTIRE previous thread, and this one as well.

I have to say I have come a loooooong way in 2 months.

However, things didn't really work out the way I or anyone else hoped.

-She's moving out, and has a new OM in her life, although he doesn't quite "know" it yet.

-We don't speak EVER now.

-She went from thinking I was just hurt and upset to thinking I am a complete and total psycho. And I mean crazy.

I wonder where I will be in another 2 months? I mean what is left to say or post about my sitch? When is is out of the house and in her new apartment, she is on HER OWN. I fought hard, but I never really did expect things would turn out this exact way.

Acceptance is kind of weird. You KNOW what is happening and you can't change it, but some part of you deep down really wishes you could.

But I have to say I read over those posts with a little bit of nostalgia, because I could remember EXACTLY how I felt when I wrote them. But then I just didn't know where I would be today.