AG,

Thanks. Looking back, I've realized that the guy (not man) I was in late June is nowhere near the man I am now. About the only thing that I've kept is my hopeless romantic nature, and my kindness. Those I want to hang on to! smile

I hope my wife finds the strength and courage to overcome her own demons; when things were good, we were an unbeatable team. I'd love to find out how strong we could be if we can pull through this. I'd also love for us to be great parents, together. I know that I'm a good dad, and that she's a good mom, but together, it's something special. The girls have seen that in the last week, and aren't acting out as much.

I'm so glad my faith has come back. Losing your faith is almost as bad as losing your W, and I'm grateful. I don't feel so alone anymore, though I know that I'm the one who has to make strong/hard decisions.

God be with all of us. Pinhead