The year of not my problem

[AJM]

Journaling:
And so it continues. She is still trying to tell me about herself. Unnecessary things about her schedule and such. It grates on my nerves, but only a little.
Lawyer is hired. House price is lowered for the weekend. Daughter is with her and son is going with his grandfather to california for a week for his birthday.
Birthday celebration at home was fun, although I was coming down with some illness and got really sleepy later in the evening. Son seemed to enjoy the time though.
Sent more stuff to her that is hers including the Christmas present I didn't give her. It was a repaired ring I gave her when we were dating that later broke. Also her original engagement ring which had been broken a few years ago and not repaired.
As for me, I feel a coldness I thought I already had. Weird. That coldness extends to quite a few things, but it struck me as odd that I feel cold now. I thought I had already been there. Truth is I have, but apparently there is more.
I'm starting to suspect there will be more for a long time to come. I'm ok with that though. Which also surprises me

More later,
AJ