Nice work LSG. You are doing great. Look at it this way, you are probably at rock bottom in terms of money and support and you have lived through it and gotten much better emotionally. You are strong and deal well with your wife.
Now it is likely that your attorney will be able to get spousal support ordered for you and you will actually have a few shekels of your own to spend how you see fit. I think things can only go up from here for you.