I recieved a text early this morning asking how our son was. I was shocked that she sent it when she did because she worked the graveyard last night and I figured she would still be sleeping. Trying to put the bad thoughts out of my head and only rationalize that she got up for bathroom or something. I miss her, I want to see her, and I know I could go see her, but is that going against the LRT? I leave tomorrow for five days on a trip. What should I do? I have spent the morning cleaning up around the house and looking at old photos. I found journals of stuff she had written and nothing she has written showed me she was unhappy. It was all good things. So confused,,,,,,,,
