Friends definitely don't turn your life upside down but if we really lived by that creed then there would be no point in trying to hold on to our M.

I guess the big thing now is if she misses being with me when we separate and has any thoughts on reuniting.

If so we try and work on things slowly.

If not then it's not to be.

After the rollercoaster of the last 3 months I am really looking forward to some time living on my own, part time with my S.

I cant believe how tiring living with an angry person can be. Especially when everything you do even if it is to help them becomes an argument.

Whatever doesn't kill you makes you stronger i guess