Made a huge mistake today. After my wife left for her workout at the Y, I rolled over onto her side of the bed. Her pillow had this wonderful smell, a mix of her perfume, shampoo, everything good. I rolled my face in it for a few minutes becoming intoxicated. God I miss her...
God be with you all. Pinhead
Rather than miss her, think of it as something you have to look forward to. The mind is a powerful tool. Project that you'll have that smell next to you and with you soon enough, and it will. Set a goal.
My counselor said that I'm a hopeless romantic, and that she is a cynical romantic. In his words, a perfect match. When I told him her long running joke that she "married my stalker" he said that's exactly what she wanted, someone to throw all caution and fear to the wind for her.
Of course that's not the appropriate course of action now... :0
Man, I wish my wife was romantic in even the least. I'm the hopeless romantic too Pinhead. But, I can't think of anything in the entire of our R that she's really ever done that's romantic. She's a particularly hard person to get close to.
----"Et tu, Brute?"---- me:28 W:24 S4 T:6 M:4 EA Exposed: 5/21/10 Bomb: 6/20/10 (Father's Day) NC w/ OM: 7/10/10 W moved out 8/21/10 http://bit.ly/aOrZne - My sitch
