CW - thank you, Holiday was great...but now back to reality frown

Business is really struggling...again a month has gone by with very little new business. H was gone with OW for 2 weeks and nothing happened while I was gone...not sure what he was doing...said that we didn't get any of the jobs we were quoting on....major stress....I'm worried about money.

My GF that was supposed to move in with us temporarily is here...she brought her 2 dogs...that's a bit of an adjustment....trying to train them to stay on the main floor, not to bark at everything, sleep alone downstairs etc.....little crazy right now.

Met with H yesterday for a business meeting....in the last month I only saw him 2x. He is being super nice...trying to be helpful and friendly....I do have my walls up and have a hard time responding to his friendliness....

Last night H invited D for diner to his place...this was the first time he saw her in a month...She said that he'd call her few times when she was in Europe.


M53 H54 D17
M33Y T38Y
Bomb OW 09/09
OUT 10/09 BACK 11/09 OUT 01/10
WANTS TO R 04/10 BACK with OW 05/10
Wants to Reconcile 05/11 I said NO