Mentally exhausted this morning. Didn't sleep well and was thinking about how sh-t that conversation was with STBX. He just digs, keeps digging. He gets off on trying to make me feel bad. It's sick. And started thinking about this dumb girl he had sex with. And how it happened 3x in one night. He told me way too many details, how she went down on him, how she was acting "crazy" like she never had sex before, how it was annoying him. If a man has sex with a woman that many times in one night, it must be because he's really into her, right? Then he says she didn't mean anything to him that she was "just a piece of meat."-- his words. I feel sick today. I wish I never met him.
