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Tough day yesterday...

Listen man this is about you now.

What we have been talking about the past week is about getting you back to your core.

For me part of that was looking at my M and examining what love does mean to me.

Remember we can read something and think it sounds like what we believe...

When we experience life good and bad we learn.

We know it better. So it becomes part of us.

When you look outside of yourself for answers then you will always be beholden to those you seek it fom

This tragedy has given you a gift of time to learn and grow.

And heal.

I came to my understanding through a process.

I stand for my M not because I am holding on to something I need to let go

I am doing it for me and what I believe in.

What am I if my words are not backed up by my actions?

Why would I want to be with someone who doesn't want me back?

I am not measuring my self worth on whether my confused and scared wife wants me back right now.

I am living what I believe by MY actions NOT the actions of another...

If you dig for Truegritter's core you will not find it in my W's backyard pining for something I can't have

Neither will you find it running away from her down the street because it was rejected

You will find it right here with me.

Inside me.

Standing right here.

If you let self doubt that is created and reinforced by others guide you

You confirm that weekness in yourself. Then you are that weakness.

When you come from your core.

When stand for your beliefs and yourself

REGARDLESS

Of the outcome.

That takes courage.

That is confidence.

My goal is to some day be the person my dog thinks I am