Hi punkin! thinking of you I'm sorry you are going through this He's head is not in the REAL world, in the REAL world, nobody can switch off emotions after such a long relationship together. NO ONE, IN THEIR RIGHT MIND. He's clearly NOT in his right mind Just KEEP REMEBERING THAT!!! Its temporary emotional insanity...It will get you through YOU are not the problem, not matter HOW HAPPY he looks, its not reality, no matter how REAL it looks to YOU. REMEMBER its NOT
Sorry for all the caps...just feel strongly right now!
I'm sorry you are going through this 
He's head is not in the REAL world, in the REAL world, nobody can switch off emotions after such a long relationship together. NO ONE, IN THEIR RIGHT MIND. He's clearly NOT in his right mind 
