Mmm, just had a bit of banter with him on skype, he just confirmed that S would be coming with him for the weekend, so I said great, I'll start psyching him up then with a smiley. He was glad about that, he said 'now you can get 2 mornings lie in', so I said 'YES! well one actually, cause I'm playing squash early sunday, but one morning lie in is good enough to catch up on beauty sleep'(good timing to tell him I'm doing my own squash thing).
Then I joked that it was his que to say I was beatuiful enough already So he laughed and said I was
He asked which racket I was using mine or his, i said his because my handle needed tape. So he said hed replace it for me, cuase he needed his. I said OH, you are playing squash again?!! When you gonna play with me then (he never had enough time to play), he said he'd love to (thank god he didnt get scared off!)Turns out his new house has a squash court nearby.
I joked about making him sweat, and that my speed and agility would astound him. He laughed and asked what I was smoking hehe i said I'd run little circles around him, he laughed. (he's huge and I'm tiny)
Was good banter Its easy now that I'm feeling more at ease with myself and who I am, and I like me. I suppose thats what they say about you have to love you, before you can love anyone else!!
Well i did love him, but I really kinda dont want to lose me again!!! EVER!!