Wife filed for divorce...Is there still hope?

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I am very upset with W today. She is so rude not making me dinner. What kind of example does this set for the kids. It is horrible thing to do. She is not doing the right thing for them. They need a parent that will teach them the right thing to do. It is not her.

I go to an attorney, and he is ready to fight the fight I believe. He seems willing to help me with the financing. I am so glad. I asked about a continuance, and he said there will be none. I wonder if W will have an attorney. I am sure she has already planned on it. I have to go in prepared for her. This is going to be a long couple of years. The attorney said I will not be kicked out unless there is an order, and she has not made one yet. I expect the unexpected from her. I will not let my guard down. I do not trust her. This is not what I wanted, but it is what I have to do. I do have worries, and I need to make sure that they are addressed.

She gave me the dirtiest, most hateful glare tonight as I left to get something to eat with S. It was awful. There is so much hatred and contempt in her. The level she will go to is incredible. She is talking to her parents tonight. She does this everytime she is upset. I can read her hand very well.