I know what you mean, I am sure we ALL know what you mean! I, too, have thought that I DON'T WANT TO BE STRONG! I WANT my life back the way it was no matter how imperfect it was! But...knowing now, what you didn't know then, would you REALLY want all that back? Really?
You said that H thinks you are a burden that he just wants to be rid of...have you ever gotten pissed off at a messy drawer or closet and decide to clean it out and throw things away only to find that one day you are looking for something and remember that you threw it away???
You know this stuff punkin!
Do what you need to do tonight! Wallow... And then tomorrow, get back to living and taking care of you! You are a cheap drunk btw!!!
M48 H53 M16 T18 S16 D13 SS30 H drops bomb PA/8-30-09 H leaves 12-30-09 D filed by H 2-10 H asks to come home 4-11 Piecing
