Punkin - So sorry for the rough spot! Completely empathize with the thoughts, feelings, pain. If a drink helps out ~ do it. If reading and re-reading and re-reading the sane resources here help you then do it. Whatever it takes! You will get through this - give yourself space and time to read the papers. You are in control of you:) Thinking of you! IB
M-48/XH-48 M=25/T=28 years Ds-24,22/S-18 D - 3/11 A Day at a Time
