My anniversary was last weekend. I worked my butt off around the house so I didn't have time to dwell on it.
I think subconsciously I have been though. I have been down all week, crying over little things. My friend's 10th anniversary was just a few days before, and then today my xSIL and her BF announced their engagement (he actually asked her on Friday). Then I'm going to a friend's wedding in a couple weeks.
I am so jaded about M now though. Yet I'm jealous of everyone who's made it work.
It is good for you to let go of the resentment. It's a heavy burden to bear. The only person resentment hurts is you. It holds you back. Your H feels guilty on his own, w/o the resentment.
Have fun on your vacations. That'll be so nice for you guys to have some family and couples time.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2
