Just a quick question as to whether my emotional reaction is typical. I have done a decent job of GAL and have actually not seen my WAW in over two weeks' time. We have spoken on the phone a few times about finances, our son, and my father's health issues. I have found that even though I am convinced that a D is inevitable, I cannot have a conversation with her without becoming emotional. My voice cracks and I struggle to hold back tears while talking with her. Obviously, despite my best efforts, I haven't let go. Any suggestions?


M - 43
WAXW - 42
Married - 24 years
Together - 25 years
S - 23 - passed away 10/17/09
S - 22
Bomb - PA - 6/23/10 - WAW moved in with OM same night
D-day - 9/17/10