cheated on, lied to, and now I am moving on

[awest1217]

I only signed the papers today, but I won't get them to serve H until either tomorrow or early next week so that is off for now.

I am very sore because I did tons of yard work. I swept the front and back porches, trimmed bushes, wed, pulled out two bushes, planted flowers, cleared the alley, and mowed. Now I am going to go take a nice hot bath and chill for a bit.

Tomorrow S and i are going to go to the beach again just the two of us. It should be a lot of fun because S has been really clingy again today. He slept with me last night and wanted to cuddle a lot this morning. Then wouldn't go to my parent's so I could sign the papers so I took him with me. We didn't talk about anything. I just signed papers so we were only there for 10 minutes at most. He has been much less fussy though so that is good. He has been so fussy and defying since last weekend, but he is much better today. I hope it isn't like this every time he spends time with H. I know S loves the time with H, but he is so bad when he comes home. Maybe it will get better as he gets used to it more because otherwise it will be even worse when I have to work and he has to go to daycare (if he is acting this way because he misses me). I am really going to have to make sure that I spend some good quality time with him Sundays when H has him.

BATH TIME!