Nothing fits

[mishka422]

There really doesn't seem much point in the communication at this point. I called to ask him exactly where the DDS is (Division of Driver Services) and after he gave me the info, joked with me about Marc drooling out the side of his mouth while we wait there (he'd just had dental work), and asked me what my plans for the day were he laid this on me (over the danged phone!):

"You know, I've been thinking and I really need to get out of here. I need to go to California. Find me a cheap ticket please. I just can't take it anymore."

Ummm....ok. Where in the sam heck did that come from so suddenly? What a thing to drop on me over the phone! You couldn't have waited until you came back tonight from work to tell me that you are going to leave? I just got really quiet on the phone, told him that I would take a look and hung up. He just texted me about 30 minutes ago "Are you mad?" I was honest. No, I'm not mad. Sad, yes. It will be ok.

Left it at that. Really, I know my heart can't take any more of this pain. I think I'm really done this time.