Last night was not a good night and this morning it continues. I felt like I was OK with our status until last night. Today I feel like I did the first day she siad she wanted D. I know I have to snap out of this but what makes it worse is that she actually acts like I have proven everything she has said about me true.
I've tried re-reading posts, even tried to focus my frustration towards what I need to do but it is having no effect. I don't want this D and she knows that, but is obviously using it againt me and it's working. She does know how to manipulate me, even to the extent that she can stand there and say how I am always controlling her, but she is makeing decisions on what we are doing and when we do it. If I disaagree I look like I am trying to control her, if I agree she gets what she wants anyway.
Can you say "no win situation"
What can I/should I do? I have to get back to the top of my game somehow but just can't see the way.
