cheated on, lied to, and now I am moving on

[awest1217]

Had a good night's sleep last night. I also had a good dream. I dreamt I went to England and while there met a guy named Alex (no idea where that came from). He as very cute (once again I have never met anyone who looks like him). We got along, but of course he lived in England.

Second time I have had a dream about a possible future guy that I have never met. Usually I dream about people I know. Either way I slept well so that is good.

Today it is going to be beautiful so S and I are going to do some much needed yard work. Then I have to get to the L's to pick up the D papers. I will try to serve H today, but who knows.

In other news, H's aunt who has cancer, had a stroke yesterday. She is not doing well. She has pneumonia and probably does not have long left. H text me last night about S so I asked about her. (I know H actually asked about S...crazy. It may be because he wants to prove he can be a better dad. I am still being cautious because he never sticks with it so we will see). I will go to the viewing if she passes away and if it isn't during school, I will go to the funeral, but not sit with the family.