Leaving on August 12th and coming back to Athens on the 26th. We leave Athens again just for a night on Sat 28th to go to a party of a good friend of mine on an island near by (no kids)... Santorini we go on 16-19. I confirmed the reservation yesterday.
Naxos in October will be ...dead and probably windy. I would go to Thessaloniki to see that part of Greece this time.
Today it is a year exactly I found out about his A. That I found out details about his A including pics and letters etc etc. I looked at my thread of that day and all the feelings I felt came back. But I can handle them now. I just wonder, is it a good thing that I let go all that resentment (or most of it)?
Last night it was the day we met 14 years ago. Funny how these dates are so close. I was thinking whether I will ever be able to live and love him with no shadow, no clouds over my heart. I dont know yet if it is possible. It's a sad thing to think that I will alwyas be like "this". No one should have to deal with betrayal. It leaves scars that define your ability to enjoy love. I was thinking what would I do if I could relive that night 14 years ago knowing what happened later on. I dont know if I would want to relive it. I think I would probably never have answered to his call the first time. K
