This morning, he was in his 'business' frame of mind. Since becoming so successful and getting this big IT business off the ground so succesfullly, I'd say that THATS the new 'alter ego' he has that is so different from the man I remember. He's very business like, stressed tone to his voice, its hard to explain really, but on some days I can just see he is in business mode.

Like this morning, all he wanted to talk about was my BFF new business idea, and how he felt she was gonna flop it for not taking his advice (start big not small), she wants to start small, and now he's saying just wait and see, shes gonna fall flat on her face frown So negative frown He's always seen the negative in people, but its become worse over the last 2 years, never has anything positive to say, well i wont say never, but hardly ever.

It makes me sad, because I always see the best in poeple, and he always LOOKS for the worst. I think its a self esteem issue? Any ideas?

Anyway, he slouched into the chair when he came, didnt talk to S, just to me, and went on and on about how shes gonna fail frown

Anyway, not a nice start to the day frown

Where has my wonderful man gone? will he ever comes back? Just seems so negative!!!

Have the most horrendous headache, even painkillers arent taking it away!! Its the whole going off the pill thing - to be expected - headaches for a couple of weeks!! eeeek!!


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