Still trying to find my way

[Mystik]

Not much to tell about tonight's exchange. H was there early, he was friendly, I was polite. He was going to write me a check to pay off some of what he owes me but couldn't find his checkbook so he said next time we meet up I have to remind him to do it someplace with an ATM. Right, let me get on that.

The hard part is that used to be my job. Reminding him to pay the daycare, reminding him he needed to go to the ATM. I wish it was still my job, that he was still with me.