NM, she did get a little fever, so I gave her baby paracetamol. She's dandy this morning, so don't worry too much G!
SR, he's stayed with the same friends of ours (well, family friends of mine to be pedantic) since the bomb at Christmas... needless to say, I am not too keen on them anymore b/c of the associated memories and I cannot get the first message the W relayed to me out of my head - "Basically he doesn't love you anymore, hasn't for a long time and should have ended it years ago but stayed to please you and everyone else". Script maybe, but yowch anyway.
WH went back to Europe a few weeks ago to interview for jobs...nothing on offer yet but something might turn up after summer. He's been unemployed for the most part since the bomb...this from a guy who was brilliant and always excelled. I guess it's hard to get top jobs at 40?
So I imagine he is going to be poor there and bunk in with OW in her studio apartment. Where all his stuff is going, I don't know but he's still asking me for this or that CD..it's hard to undo 15 years of combined stuff in such short time.
I am low again today. I just don't know WTF I am doing allowing this guy ANY 'fringe benefits' with my civility...- this guy who is rooting OW, going to live overseas permenantly with her, leaving me to raise the baby he wanted and we planned and I had fertility treatment for to raise on the other side of the world where we decided to move TOGETHER. And he just BAILS on ALL THAT????
