And so it goes

[irishblessings]

Honestly, it's been tough. Sometimes I think that I've been in denial because deep down I've been trying to keep hope alive. I have physically detached from him but I am nowhere close to being emotionally detached from him. But I've been focusing on work and the kids - so I'm hoping the time will come when he's not the first thing I think about in the morning. I need healing!