My New LBS Reality

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Made it through another day at work. The last couple of nights I have been really low. Sobbing in fact. BIL dropped a note to let me know he was thinking about us - but that H was definitely pursuing a D and that it IS the path he is choosing. Tough info. Then this morning SIL contacted family distribution list (of which I am still on) because yesterday apparently my H emailed some of the family to let them know that the Asst. Principal of his school was at the grocery and saw that FIL had fallen and the store had called the squad. H emailed to let family know this and said "hopefully he's ok"!! FIL is 80!! H works .5 miles from this place. SIL emails the family and kind of calls H out. H then sends a response that was very detached and said that he had called his dad and he was fine. Another example of the "alien" - where did the man I knew go?

I have had no contact with him and am working to get emotionally stronger. Oldest D moved home for a couple of months so it helps to have another person at home. S and I could use the distraction.

I need healing!