I shouldn't have let her prod me into saying what I thought we should do. Now she's told a friend that she feels she 'has' to try working things out, at least for the girls sake. She says she doesn't know what trying means. That she would have to fall in love with me again and she doesn't know that that would happen. She's even talked about acting like she did pre-Bomb. She says I'd be happy, the girls would feel secure and happy, and that she could pull off the acting required.
This is such a recipe for disaster. She's been miserable since Sunday.
I really need to let her go. I don't want someone who's going to fake it for years.
The hard thing is if she really wants to try. How will I know if she's trying or faking...?
