I'm part of the Father's Day Bomb club, too. What is it about that day! Glad to hear someone struggling and in about the same place as me. I was saying I missed him, wanted him, and all it got me was a loss of self respect, so I am trying this, although it is so hard.
M: 49 H: 51 Together since 11/2006 Married 8/2008 D: 16, 15, 12 Step S: 10 Bomb drop: 6/20/10 H Very unhappy and confused but staying and doing the work for now.