If DBing is going to work for me, it is likely going to have to be after the D is final, because she is just stone cold no emotions. I suppose moving out will help on this front too. At least I won't have to see her every day.
I think I have probably moved on from W most of the way, now I am afraid for my future standard of living and that of my kids. We are all going to take a serious hit with an extra $2k in living expenses going out the door. Even if W goes back to work full-time, that only covers about 1/2.
I have to remember that this is only temporary. This is probably rock bottom, right? It has to be. Need to pull my [censored] together and get back to work at work and calculating every possible financial scenario.
Going back to see the Dr. tomorrow. Maybe I need to get some more of those anti-anxiety pills. I haven't taken any in a long time, until this morning.
