Thanks! I am trying to do that. It is hard but I think with him out of the house it will be a bit easier but he is coming back so it will only be temporary. The hardest thing for me right now is the lack of intimacy in my life. It has been months and I am starting to climb the walls!
He definately has a nose longer than Pinnochio's and so likely he will fall straight on his butt!
I actually feel sorry for him about his job b/c he has no education past high school so for him to find a new job that pays as well as that did....I don't think it will happen for him. He was with the company for 14yrs and worked his way from the lowest paid position to leaving the union and going into management. He has tons of skill but no education....not my problem anymore though.
I am still working everyday seeing my patients and trying to just get on with it. It is a struggle for me but I haven't fallen to pieces and I am still making money so I should be proud of myself. I just need to focus more and try to get myself busier. The days when I am booked solid are great b/c i don't think of anything. It is days like today where there are giant gaps in my day that I can't focus and think about my crappy life
M=42 H=51 Common-law 6yr Children: 11yr old daughter (previous marrIage) 6yr old son Bomb dropped January 2013
