Yes, I am sure that I want her. I am crazy about her. We are doing very well right now. She is getting treatment and we are seeing a counsler. She has enrolled at the local university to get her masters. I am almost through with mine. I don't know how I made it through this semester. She has a disease. I always thought that it was a character weakness. I am trying to understand. She had cancer several years ago and just addicted to the pill. But, so far so good. In fact, it has been great. I am struggling sometimes with the forgivness part but I am trying.