My UFO (unbelievably fabulous observations)

[hoosiermama]

hm,

It's just that I'm running out of energy here, I'm no closer to getting a life than I was a year ago altho I have seriously tried, and I'm on the cusp of being depressed enough to affect my functioning in spite of meds. And that's frightening to me.

I've had a crazy few days, just catching up doing some thread reading, including yours.
Stay strong. Get strong. Summon it up, girl; it's already in you, part of you. It's just taken a pounding, but it's there. The quote above I identify with completely.
You are in my prayers and I have confidence that you will continue to stay strong, make the right decisions and "keep on trudgin'" even if you can't "keep on truckin.'"
Hang in.
Will talk more soon. Hopefully tomorrow.
You. Me. All of us are going to make it and thrive.

Peace,

Thanks, Gardener. Actually, I'm doing better at this point. heard a rumor that my boss might be transferring, feeling a bit more competent (altho that might just be a delusion!) and that helps tremendously. I had forgotten how critical it is for me to feel competent, so taking current circumstances in context--it makes a bit more sense. Also got out last evening for dinner--ok, it was part of a capital campaign meeting at church, but the pastor's a buddy of mine so it was a more pleasant evening than one might expect. getting out of my house and among people--especially with a glass of wine or 2--is therapeutic.

thanks for the words of encouragement!