Also forgot to say he phoned a little after he left saying (in a sort of hardish voice, not the soft kind voice I sp badly miss), he said that he didnt want me to worry about it all day and be upset by it, he just wanted me to be more careful what i say cause he doesnt want to look like the bad guy here, which ofcourse made me feel even worse!!! And I appologised again, and said I'm cross that people twist things
But the main message was that he didnt want me to sit and fret about it. More caring stuff from him, which is good I guess? Or is it just a friends thing ARGH
Just want to jump the gun , skip friends part, and go straight to romance ands reconnection!!!
Easy tiger.
But I feel AWFUL! I just want to send him a mail saying sorry again, just one more time, but I think it would be seen as too much appologising? What do you think he'd think about another appology casually, just a quick 'Still feeling awful about the whole mixup, just wanted to say sorry again Really didnt expect things to get twisted, but will be very careful from now on' - which is basically what i said on the phone, so maybe its overkill - what yall think? my mind is mush!
