Is the reason I hear crickets chirping on my thread that everyone knows this is a lost cause? Someone please let me know you are out there
Had a horrible mess this morning, H came to fetch S, got a very serious look on his face and said, ahve to talk to you about something, I got excited because serious talk is something foreign and I thought maybe it would be R talk.....ssooooo wrong was I
A few weeks ago I phoned his aunt on her Bday to wish her, and she asked me how my work was going, I said it was fine, and that I was thinking of going permanent - as opposed to contract, cause its a fixed figure and more reliable, somehow she managed to get it twisted and thought I was implying that H wasnt supporting me financially! Which he so totally is!! He's a good man at heart and would NEVER leave me and S dry in a million years!!
So the minute after I put the phone down (only 10 mins of conversation) she phoned his mom, and said H isnt supporting me!!! AAAHHHHHHHH!! So M freaked out, but didnt believe her, and decided to rather find out what going on, which of course is nothing, everything is hunky dory money wise, but OH THE DRAMA!!!
And poor H he now starts looking like a bad guy (and oh my word he's sooo not), and I FEEL AWFUL for not being careful with words, because people are now looking for drama and skinner and stories
So he said to just be careful with what I say to people, knowing that they can twist stuff. I felt really bad He was being so considerate and understanding, after I had unknowingly put him in a spot
I appologised profusely, and ofcourse the waterworks went on for me, I'm just such a ninny emotionally, cant hold back tears when things like this happen I straightened myself up, and calmed down, but still felt awful and said he didnt deserve that and I'd be more careful in the future, or just not say anythign at all
WHY UNIVERSE!!! WHY!!!???
So I'm a bit winded today Why do people always look for the worst?!!
