She just left. She was mad my 4 year old was a sleep, I said he cant help it and neither can I, this is your schedule. I know Im doing stuff wrong but in my situation I dont think it matters. I asked tonight popping my head in the car after buckling up the kids,"there is no way your leaving those hours are you" she said not right now. That means nothing good so dont read into it, it means until a bigger position comes along. I told her Thursday at the apt she needs to get on board. Also said surely if you had your mind made up, you would say something? Again she said nothing. So unless she throws another crazy line out there Im not saying anything else. 1.) Becuase Ive said everything there is to say 2.) I could prove everything and it doesnt matter. She said she knows nothing and always said why would I put up with this sh?t if I was sure. It makes sense. My sister thinks she is worried Ill find someone else and she will change her mind, I dont think so. I dont know why she is holding on. She said yesterday also that she planed for more counseling after thursday...lol Im sure that changed today. Who knows, I just like to vent. I want it to work, I love her and my kids but I just choose not to be a door mat and take ALL the blame anymore. Im just making a situation to where she leaves the kids *when older* and family will know its all on her. Makes me feel some better.
