It's just that I'm running out of energy here, I'm no closer to getting a life than I was a year ago altho I have seriously tried, and I'm on the cusp of being depressed enough to affect my functioning in spite of meds. And that's frightening to me.
I've had a crazy few days, just catching up doing some thread reading, including yours. Stay strong. Get strong. Summon it up, girl; it's already in you, part of you. It's just taken a pounding, but it's there. The quote above I identify with completely. You are in my prayers and I have confidence that you will continue to stay strong, make the right decisions and "keep on trudgin'" even if you can't "keep on truckin.'" Hang in. Will talk more soon. Hopefully tomorrow. You. Me. All of us are going to make it and thrive.
Peace,
Gardener
"My soul, be satisfied with flowers, With fruit, with weeds even; but gather them In the one garden you may call your own." Cyrano deBergerac
